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I’ve got a partner, and I’m not actually here for dating although I am trying to verify my identity so I can use my account. If this continues to not work, then maybe I’ll try typing a more, “dating style,” description if I have to just to see if that’ll make this work? In all reality: emotional intelligence, snuggling, conversation, completely open communication, and giving and receiving oral sex is the basis for everything. Foreplay to either good music or forest and rain sounds (every time) is paramount before anything happens. But, what I work to do is give my partner 4 back to back orgasms from me giving her oral sex (which I can tell through feeling and her body reacting: it’s not something said or a sound that’s made) before she ever goes down on me. There are times where I’ll limit her orgasms to 3 or even 2 if she’s sensitive and it’s been a while (life gets in the way of all things. It can suck and be unsatisfying, but what do you do? You know?). This is about feeling good, whole, intimate, enveloped, happy, safe, understood, considered, and relaxed —it’s not a quota to be met or anything attached to ego. Although, that said, she’s an unresponsive puddle when I’ve gotten her to that point, so there are plenty of times where she’s like that, supremely relaxed, high and happy, and she slips into sleep. That’s compliments to the chef, and nothing to be upset about on one hand, and on the other this isn’t a quota: I’m not giving to get. It’s about being intimate and feeling good and snuggled in together— there’s not anything I NEED in return. We get as far as we do when we’re intimate together, and however far that goes I’m completely happy and at peace with… When she DOES manage to stay awake? What she does to me is incredible (despite however many partners in my life? I really doubt anyone could compare), and what she does for me emotionally transcends even that. If someone could clear those bars I’d eat a hat. Lol.. Lastly, this might be strange, but I watch porn looking for someone who resembles her most (I multitask with a photo of her in lingerie in one tab, and the video going in another), and as far as what I seek in the videos I’m looking for someone who does (at least) a couple of the things she does to me. Thus far, I’ve found zero videos anywhere of what she does to me (in terms of tact, technique, or intimacy level), but there are a couple videos of women doing a couple key things that my partner does to me.